Clarence B. Kelland once told "my father didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it." It very much reminded me of my father. 15th June 2008 - Father's Day. It's the fourth year we (my sister and I) remember this day without dad by ourside.Dad...plenty words could be used to describe this man's effect in my life. Reading my blog many knew by now how much his lost affected me. He's been and always will be my HERO besides my mom. Recently i took out old photographs of him and reminisce his life with my sis and mom. It was good i had pictures of him. Until now...deep down in my heart i still think dad is with us. Maybe the reason being i didn't have the proper closure. Like mom, dad has been the strength and guidance in my life. How true dad's words were when he said: all children must look after their own upbringing. Parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a person's character lies in their own hands. Losing him suddenly tore our life apart...and being a close knit it left a hole in my family. I can never thank my dad enough and seek forgiveness for all the things i've done...i can never say how much i love him and miss him...i can never say how much i need him now...it hurts....
Dad, I had to kiss you,
it was a must,
but you were so cold,
thats what let me know it was true,
Dad im so sorry
I couldn't get there in time to say good bye to you.
I knew you were sick but I never expected you to go so fast,
The illness worked so quickly,
you tried so hard, you just couldn't last.
I love you so much and you will always be in my heart,
you see even though you may be gone we will never be apart.
But one last thing I have to say before I go,
Happy Fathers day dad, from me to you!
