Sometimes I get so used to wearing a mask and faking a smile that I learnt to endure any pain that came along the way. Sometimes you do take the chance, only to be betrayed, by your own fears...only to lose the one true love of your life. The masks which we wear conceal our pain, I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get through anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering ….I try to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies. I try to laugh about it, hiding the tears in my eyes.Someone wise said “Don't ever give up on something or someone that you can't go a full day without thinking about. Sometimes being in love can be harder on your heart and soul than being alone. Memories are the treasures that we keep locked deep within the storehouse of our souls, to keep our hearts warm when we are lonely. I've learned that good-byes will always hurt, pictures will never replace having been there, memories good and bad will bring tears, and words can never replace feelings.” It's weird...you know the end of something great is coming, but you want to hold on, just for one more second...just so it can hurt a little more. A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let goLove that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest
When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it.
